Remember Your Facts
I’m disappointed in myself.
I know it’s a temporary feeling, I understand this is simply how I feel right now in this exact moment. The circumstances I am experiencing don’t make me feel great about myself. It’s a balancing act between reasoning with my thoughts and the facts.
For the last two years, I have tumbled with life and wrestled the crap out of it. I’m tired. I have tried the surrender thing, meditation, journaling, manifestation, and positive affirmations. It’s great and all, but I still have my down moments. This is when remembering my facts is important. You should try it sometime. I’ll go first!
My Facts:
- I am a city girl (born and raised)
- I am a proud child of immigrants
- I am a first-generation college graduate
- I am creative and have many talents and skills
- I have endured mental health struggles
- I have a supportive and loving network
I know I’m getting somewhere. For over a year I have told my boyfriend,
“Next month will be the month. I know something good is finally happening. The breakthrough is here!”
So here I am, over a year later, with some progress but not enough to reach my goals. I plan to continue my enthusiasm and efforts, but I do get worn down after a while.
Starting this blog is honestly one of the only reasons I can stay motivated, keep going, and look forward to something new. I enjoy reading new content and building relationships with other talented writers on Medium. At the end of the day, at least I have my blog to pour my heart out to when everything else seems grim.
I believe writing can save us in so many ways. I feel so lucky to be able to share my thoughts with you, and I hope you stay along for my journey. I appreciate all of my followers. I’m very excited to hit 70!
If you’re struggling, write your heart out. Publish it if you feel comfortable. You deserve peace, and most importantly, you got this!
With gratitude,
Z
A Little About Me
Thank you for reading about my thoughts and emotions! I am a creative hobby writer pushing my boundaries. I like to touch on my personal experiences and reflect deeply upon my self-growth and evolution. I hope you can find comfort in my words or simply feel less alone with your thoughts. Stay tuned as I write wild and free. Be sure to follow me for more content and think pieces.
